As my tears dry they leave a stain
A stain on my feelings,a stain on my
As my tears no longer flow,they cant
wash away my sorrow
Cant wash away my empty tomorrows
I need a pain killer,bone chiller,
A heart stiller.
There is nothing to look forward to,all
my friends have moved away.
They have all moved on,they now live
on the sunny side of the street.
in a different state,a different country
moved from the cold into the heat.
I am tired of being lonely,living my life
I am tired of being rejected,disrespected
Treated like a piece of dirt
I might not show it,but it hurts.
I need a pain killer,bone chiller,heart stiller
The pain leaves a stain,sometimes the stain
Is so bad it will never come out.
And sometimes the pain is so bad I want to
let it all out,scream and shout.
The cut runs deep,it cuts me to the core
I really cant stand it,I cant take it anymore.
I got myself a painkiller,a bone chiller,a
A packet of pills,to cure all my ills.
Take one at a time,take the whole pack
Once you have taken the lot
there is no coming back
I don’t really want to end it all
Losing dignity,taking the final fall.
They say love conquers all.
What a crock of shit.
I have never known love,not even a
Give me some painkiller,bone chiller
Always getting kicked around,put down
I am on the ground,I cant get any lower
I can feel something different,my is getting
The stain is spreading,the pain is more
Put me out of my misery,don’t keep me
I have taken the painkiller,why am I still
I lay on the floor gasping,dry heaving
I wipe my mouth,realising I am still
Why? Just give me a needle,put me down
like a dog.
Give me a double dose,go the whole hog.
This so called painkiller isn’t really working
As painkillers go,this one really sucks.
It has no killer punch,no final solution
That is about right,just my freaking luck
I cant even kill myself properly,I am a
failure,i cant do anything right.
The pills didn’t work,but a hand gun might
I will go shopping tomorrow,buy myself a gun
Have a final beer,then have a little fun
When I get home,I am going to do it,with a
I will pull the trigger.
Then disappear up my own arse.